Last night the entirety of the film-tv1 movies were screened on a real cinema-sized view-ma-tron. It was incredibly exciting, seeing the piece I’d worked so hard on come to life, and seeing the honestly fantastic work that many other students produced. I was very proud to see my peers produce such engaging pieces, and even proud in myself for over-coming a fair amount of adversity.
That being said, I’m afraid the various adversities I went through form the bulk of my recollection of the subject, and these adversities seemed to plague me the entire time.
Let’s talk about how things progressed after the rough cut screening:
My group seemed to think that now, with the film being shot, the rest of the responsibility was my own. After finally managing to wrap up another ambitious project (my kfilm, which can be found in previous posts and includes 60 genre-study-focused clips (many of which feature myself acting the shit out of stuff)) I was left to spend consecutive days editing for around 8 hours a day. After managing to cut my film’s length nearly in half, and with only 4 days left until submission, my sound technician finally began helping me, and with her help we managed to entirely reconstruct every sound in the film. This is after hours of colour-grading, cutting, re-positioning… not to mention the time required to actually record the actors or the added effects.
All in all… I’m really disheartened with my groups participation, and after having formed what I had hoped were friendly, professional and sincere relationships, I was left in the endzone with days worth of hard work and no help. I found more help in other groups than I did amongst my own, and in the end I was the only one who even bothered to show up to the screening.
Perhaps I should have been more assertive, perhaps this was simply my destiny, but the last two weeks have been a hectic race to pick up the pieces of a group who seemed to suddenly and aggressively not care.
That being said, my personal journey was one of great learning. My familiarity with the sound equipment, the camera, the editing and special effects software and even with the experience of being on set has been greatly improved, and I believe myself to be a more competent media practitioner for all the experience I’ve had. Regrettably I feel my trust has been somewhat misplaced, and in the future will likely be… more guarded.
Having Robin as my tutor has been a fantastic experience, and I deeply respect him for not only his vast wealth of functional knowledge, but for his style of teaching and his fantastic demeanour.
Paul proved an invaluable resource for all involved, with his impossibly encyclopedic knowledge of all things codec, resolution and export. He also seemed to act as the cavalry for about a dozen different films, and as such should be revered for his all-around helpfulness.